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About Me Member Experimental Photographer BelderiverAngelFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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To Anna

Tue Nov 3, 2009, 1:56 PM
You think I'm fake, eh? That I act the way I do because I'm attention crazy? Look here, Anna....I act all happy and anime-ish because that's who I am; not because I want attention. So yeah, maybe I do get a little lonely, but, like you keep saying, who wouldn't? I haven't talked to you because whenever I try, you turn your back to me and walk away. I'm not fake, and there was absolutely no reason for you to get upset about the dance. I talked about it for a couple of weeks beforehand, and nobody invited anyone in the first place; we found out we were all going AFTER we decided, all on our own, that we were going, and decided to meet up together at the dance. I came to show off my dress because my mom suggested it, I thought it was a good idea, to be honest, but you ruined someone's night. I cried at homecoming because of what you said, you know that? No one else knows, because I didn't want anyone getting mad at you. All I wanted was a "you look nice, hope you have fun!" but, apparently, it was too much to ask. And as for your friends not talking to you, it's not because of me. At least, not intentionally; I'd never try to take someone else's friends from them, whether you believe me or not.

Continuing on, I doubt that the ballad was rigged by the teacher; the STUDENTS voted, not him. He counted the votes because he's the administrator. I had only talked to him once or twice by that time, and the same goes for Jenn. there couldn't have been a possible bias there? Besidews, you didn't run, let alone vote; what does it even have to do with you?

Oh, and by the way, I may be slightly inexperienced as a member of the club, But I have enough leadership skills to know what I'm doing, Anna. And another thing, I didn't call 'cause I was busy at home. People do have lives, though for that week, my mind was centered on worrying about someone who seems to think I'm copying and identity I've never seen in them before. Do what you want, say what you want, act how you want, you're not going to hurt me with this anymore. I'm through with this childish, immature game you're playing. So, when you're done throwing your tantrum and realize you're without a friend that tried, don't come crying to me; I'm through with you.

  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: Anything that'll calm me down
  • Playing: Every game I own
  • Eating: sugar....
  • Drinking: milk, water, juice.....everything in the fridge

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  • Current Residence: Don't know, don't care
  • Interests: Drawing, singing, role-playing, writing, and my friends
  • Favourite movie: ....L Change the World
  • Favourite band or musician: Escape the Fate
  • Favourite genre of music: Just about anything, i suppose....other than rap...
  • Favourite artist: tsukitamahoshi and JynxMasterXP
  • Favourite poet or writer: Yun Kouga, the author of Loveless
  • Favourite photographer: ...um........i dunno......
  • Favourite style of art: anime..it's my only style
  • MP3 player of choice: .....um....none, really.....
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything Hellsing as of late.
  • Favourite game: Persona 4 and Odin Sphere
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Alucard and Walter from Hellsing
  • Personal Quote: "Tinker tailore, soilder sailor, my bullet punishes all without distinction
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, paper, camera

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Comments


:iconjoekisaragi777:
YOU GOT TO HERE THIS SONG,ITS AMAZING;ITS CALLED FIREFLIES BY OWL CITY

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Embrace your inner Otaku-Vic Mignogna
:iconbwa-ha-ha:
P - PANDA. THIS IS CRITICAL. DD:
... ... i really hate asking you like,
1O34598345O946 times, but uhhhh ..
what does she say about me coming in Dec. ?
'Cuz like .. if this doesn't work out,
my mom wants to take me to the Bahamas in Nov.

and that's coming up really soon.
.. that's why I need to know asap.
:'c

BESIDES THAT ..
HAARRRRUUUUU ! <3
(/ points to favs )
I love Haru so much.
= w=


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:iconbelderiverangel:
She approves, but we're still managing the days, Rojii, my dear. ^^Don't worry, I'll find something to do! ^^

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Playground school bell rings......again
Rainclouds come to play....again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello?
I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to.....
Hello?
:iconbwa-ha-ha:
8DDD
THANK YOU SO MUCH !
man, i'm so excited to goooo.
it's gonna be awesome. = w=

well, if it helps at all,
i'm off December 24 to January 3.
so uh .. yeah. those are really
the only days i'm free. :3


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゙(゚、 。 7
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 じしf_, )ノ
:iconbelderiverangel:
It WILL be awesome! I can't wait to see you again!

--
Playground school bell rings......again
Rainclouds come to play....again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello?
I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to.....
Hello?
:iconbwa-ha-ha:
:3
ME TOO, MAN.
ME TOO.


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゙(゚、 。 7
 l、゙ ~ヽ
 じしf_, )ノ
:iconmindfall:
Thanks for the fav!

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"Listen up, Simon. Don't forget. Believe in yourself. Not in you who believe in me. Not in me who believe in you. You should believe... you should believe in yourself!"

~Kamina
:iconbelderiverangel:
You're welcome! ^^

--
Playground school bell rings......again
Rainclouds come to play....again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello?
I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to.....
Hello?
:iconjoekisaragi777:
help me,2nd period is boring!!!

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Embrace your inner Otaku-Vic Mignogna
:iconbelderiverangel:
1st thru. 3rd is boring for me!

--
Playground school bell rings......again
Rainclouds come to play....again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello?
I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to.....
Hello?

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